Welcome to my blog. I document my adventures and experiences with Kundalini energy. Hope you have a nice stay!
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You have a choice: end the separation that the mind has created between you and the energy by becoming the energy, or stay interested and persuaded by what the mind is projecting and suffer.
The most powerful weapon that is being used against you and your creative impulses and inspirations is the shrinking of your attention span.
After much trial and error, I can say without hesitation that there is only surrender; everything else is pain.
It is the manifest(ing) and creat(ing) that we desire not the manifestations and creations. The destination is just an excuse for the journey because in Truth there is no destination only eternal growth and expansion.
When we begin to know that our beliefs and thoughts are the source of all of our pain and suffering, yet we are unable to stop the momentum of the unconscious beliefs, it can become a disconcerting situation, to say the least.
These kittens know intimacy, playfulness, pleasure, trust and peace with such grace and ease. As fiercely as they play with one another a gentle tenderness is always present.
My guided meditation with my teacher was peaking in intensity. I was feeling dizzy, completely out of my body and as if I was about to throw up. Karma, fear, and limited beliefs were being burned away by all the light coming in. My teacher asked me, “Do you trust?” I stammered, “No, yes, not right now.”
When we connect with the knowing that we are infinite beings who are multi-dimensional and that death is an illusion nothing in this world is ever needed again
Follow the feelings as they change within you. Allow yourself to be completely and utterly overwhelmed and immersed by your feelings.
Life is beautiful in the way that it flawlessly orchestrates the unearthing of your deepest wounds and traumas.
As I was trying to process what was happening in a calm and surrendered state a massive current of energy began descending down in to my body. It felt like I was being struck by lightning.
As Plato remarked, “die before you die.” If you can accomplish this feat you become immortal and transcend the game of life and death.
Our number has been called and traveling the often times arduous road to self-realization is no longer a choice. We can choose to let go and make the journey as smooth as possible or we can drag our nails through the sand and be pulled every inch of the way.
20 minutes later I began vibrating in a place outside of my body. My instinct was to become fearful. I initially thought, “holy shit, where am I going? I’m not sure if this is a good idea. Will I come back?”
The only path to freedom and peace for me is to allow the kundalini to live through me as me. This path is beautiful for the soul but horrifying for the ego.
Allowing the wisdom of the heart and of life to flow through you brings a spontaneous intelligence in to your existence that always knows what to do and when to do it.
I am overcome with immense joy while feeling in to the deeper vibrations within. Sensing the limitations of the mind and the still vastness of the beyond.
