Welcome to my blog. I document my adventures and experiences with Kundalini energy. Hope you have a nice stay!
So the fire of just Being comes in and burns your old life to the ground. And you realize it wasn't much of an old life because it was built on a lie. A lie your parents fed you, your society fed you your teachers ect
The pure seeking of God removes all blockages
But over time as our unfolding deepens, we really have nowhere else to go but down and in if we truly want to be fully liberated.
As we gradually and slowly relinquish the reflex and addiction of going into the mind when pain arises, and remain resting in beingness, the pain thaws and transmutes.
As I connect and root more fully into my spacious presence, my physical life will transform rapidly.
No matter how much will power I employed, I felt that the darkness was this unrelenting one-million-pound-force, weighing on me every second of every day, and I had this knowing, that it wasn’t going to show any mercy until it had completely broken me.
The answer I immediately received was this, “I wanted to bring myself into the Present moment and to create a situation where I had to no choice but to surrender into the intelligence of Life.”
Until you are able to see and feel how your pain is serving you, it will remain.
When we connect with the Silence, we connect with the knowing that our kundalini journey is going to work out.
My intellect was disintegrated, my psyche felt beyond repair, and my body was going haywire with torrents of fear rushing through it. Lifetimes of density and trauma were surfacing to be healed, and bringing forth more pain and suffering than I knew a human being capable of enduring. The kundalini was taking me to my knees in surrender.
In truth, the outcomes and destinies are actually the aspects of life that don’t matter at all. We just think that if things happened in a certain way, we would feel better. And maybe we would, until the next thing we needed to happen a certain way went awry.
I was mesmerized and terrified by the power of the energy. It was this energy of extreme bliss and destruction. It felt like an omnipotent lightning bolt that contained all of creation inside of it.
“Take care of your body, it’s the only place you have to live.” -Jim Rohn
During a spiritual awakening, most of us will find that our outer life will come to a screeching halt for awhile.
We talked about how if you are deeply anchored enough in the ‘Self’ that being the witness or the Presence to all that is happening becomes the primary reality, and that the ‘play of life’ is the secondary reality.
