In this video I talk about the events leading up to my Kundalini Awakening.
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Welcome to my blog. I document my adventures and experiences with Kundalini energy. Hope you have a nice stay!
Welcome to my blog. I document my adventures and experiences with Kundalini energy. Hope you have a nice stay!
In this video I talk about the events leading up to my Kundalini Awakening.
Life is beautiful in the way that it flawlessly orchestrates the unearthing of your deepest wounds and traumas.
As I was trying to process what was happening in a calm and surrendered state a massive current of energy began descending down in to my body. It felt like I was being struck by lightning.
As Plato remarked, “die before you die.” If you can accomplish this feat you become immortal and transcend the game of life and death.
Our number has been called and traveling the often times arduous road to self-realization is no longer a choice. We can choose to let go and make the journey as smooth as possible or we can drag our nails through the sand and be pulled every inch of the way.
20 minutes later I began vibrating in a place outside of my body. My instinct was to become fearful. I initially thought, “holy shit, where am I going? I’m not sure if this is a good idea. Will I come back?”
The only path to freedom and peace for me is to allow the kundalini to live through me as me. This path is beautiful for the soul but horrifying for the ego.
The most flawed premise of all the flawed premises humans have conceived of is that the more that you do the more you’re worth.
The truth is that these are just aspects of you that want to be heard and felt. That’s really it. All you have to do is accept rather than resist what it is that you are feeling inside.
Allowing the wisdom of the heart and of life to flow through you brings a spontaneous intelligence in to your existence that always knows what to do and when to do it.
I am overcome with immense joy while feeling in to the deeper vibrations within. Sensing the limitations of the mind and the still vastness of the beyond.
As uncomfortable as it felt to have such an abundance of fear come up within my being I could sense the innate wisdom that the fear contained.
The Kundaini was moving through me with such force, strength and purpose that I held several thoughts simultaneously.
Suddenly, I was literally in a different realm of reality. What was once a semi tolerable albeit difficult reality instantly became an intense fear filled reality resembling a nightmare.
What ever you fully allow can never feel over whelming; it is only what you resist that feels over whelming.
The days immediately following my trip to the ER were filled with anxiety, terror and uncertainty.
I woke up in down town Las Vegas. I felt terrible, but honestly every day for the last few months I had been feeling terrible.
