Welcome to my blog. I document my adventures and experiences with Kundalini energy. Hope you have a nice stay!
All tagged dark night of the soul
No matter how much will power I employed, I felt that the darkness was this unrelenting one-million-pound-force, weighing on me every second of every day, and I had this knowing, that it wasn’t going to show any mercy until it had completely broken me.
When we begin to know that our beliefs and thoughts are the source of all of our pain and suffering, yet we are unable to stop the momentum of the unconscious beliefs, it can become a disconcerting situation, to say the least.
In this video I talk about the events leading up to my Kundalini Awakening.
As uncomfortable as it felt to have such an abundance of fear come up within my being I could sense the innate wisdom that the fear contained.
The Kundaini was moving through me with such force, strength and purpose that I held several thoughts simultaneously.
Suddenly, I was literally in a different realm of reality. What was once a semi tolerable albeit difficult reality instantly became an intense fear filled reality resembling a nightmare.
What ever you fully allow can never feel over whelming; it is only what you resist that feels over whelming.
The days immediately following my trip to the ER were filled with anxiety, terror and uncertainty.
